I can understand that. Personally, if I got so fed up as to move off the Kings bandwagon I think I'd just stop following the NBA altogether. After following this team for 30 years, from the time I was 7 years old and so excited that we'd get our own team I'm not even sure what level of frustration it would take for me to get to that point. The Memphis game was heartbreaking. The Laker game was infuriating. The Rockets game was like a slow motion car crash. After each one I said maybe I needed to skip a few games since I was getting overly stressed out over something that should bring me joy and relaxation from the real stresses of life. But each time I fired up the next game like Charlie Brown with the football. I'm used to it. I'm a Kings fan. Through and through. On to the next game.
But this whole debacle feels different. Sure, we've seen firings and hirings and interim coaches more than pretty much any other franchise. I've seen lost season after lost season and kept cheering for the Kings. We caught lighting in a bottle for a few short years and beyond that we've been a laughingstock every other season. But maybe it was the anger over the Maloof's scheming to sneak the team to Anaheim under the cover of darkness and the gut wrenching Seattle saga that just took something out of me. Part of it is definitely seeing the first real star since Webber emerge in Boogie. I can't shrug off the ineptitude and the terrible decisions like I used to. I think it's because my emotional investment in this team is probably TOO high right now.
I can respect someone that says they are a Kings fan no matter what. I really can. Probably because this is the first time I can remember when I realize that's not the case for me anymore. Sure, I want wins but I can still root for the lovable loser. What I can't root for is obviously bad decisions and terrible management and ownership. And from my vantage point that's what I'm seeing right now. All the good will of the Kings surprising hot start erased by PDA saying that Malone was going to get canned no matter what because it's all about the style of play they want. As always, I want to be proved wrong. Because I love this team. But no longer unconditionally.
I'll watch tonight's game. I could say it's out of morbid curiosity or because Peja is being honored but the truth is that I'll watch it because I'm a Kings fan and that's what I do. At least for now.