VF21 said:Thoughts and prayers to TheSerbianQueen and her family on the death of her grandmother...
6th said:Admission: I have been a smoker for 30 years.
Fact: I enjoy smoking.
Scare: Had some chest pains today....nothing serious, but it sure scared me into looking more seriously at quitting smoking (something I have been thinking about of late).
Result: Came home and threw out cigarettes, lighters, and ashtrays. It has been 10 hours since I had a cigarette and it is NOT easy.
Need: Pray for God's help to help me quit smoking. I will not be able to do this on my own. This I know.
VF21 said:You don't have to do it on your own. You have us...
I smoked for 37 years. I quit on Dec. 8, 2000. A friend of mine died of cancer; his wife - knowing I smoked the same brand of cigarettes he did - called and asked me if I would like the two cartons of cigarettes he had purchased but never got a chance to smoke. She was sobbing as we talked.
I heard Barney's voice in my head, something he had said about 6 months earlier..."I know I should have quit smoking. I just never took it seriously enough and now it's too late."
I thought for a moment and decided there was only one thing I could do. I told Linda to bring the cigarettes over to my house. She did and we started a fire outside. We tossed the packages on it - one by one - and while we watched the cigarettes literally go up in smoke, we talked about Barney. I went inside and grabbed my pack of cigarettes off the coffee table and added them to the flames.
I made a promise to Linda in Barney's memory - one that I have actually had very little trouble in keeping. I promised I would never smoke again, and I haven't.
6th - A lot of people care about you and need you in their lives. You CAN do this. I know you can. You're a Kings fan, woman! You're used to toughing it out through the really bad times.
Hang in there! We all have your back!!!!!
6th said:My dear friend, thank you for the reminder that I am not alone. And, thanks to everyone else for your words of encouragement.
Update: I have not had a cigarette in 29 hours, but who is counting? Me! Me! Today was difficult at work. I was very very tired and then it dawned on me that I have been putting this stimulant in my body for 30 years. Withdraw the stimulant and, of course, my body will feel very tired. So, when the craving was particularly strong, I went for a walk (to release endorphins and replace the missing stimulant with a different type of stimulant).
Thanks again for your support.
VF21 said:Just wait. The best is yet to come.
I had no idea how really flavorful some foods are - until the deadening effects of tobacco on my taste buds were gone.
We are your panic button, my friend. If you need us, we'll be here!!!
![]()
Prophetess said:they found blockage in my dad's arteries, they are putting stints in today at 7:30am. Please pray that this goes well. Thank you.