I hope she is able to at least be comfortable enough to compete in one event for everything she has been through I'd hate to see her go home empty. For her sake because I don't really care much about medal counts and that stuff right now.
The good news is she still has the team silver, so no matter what, she won’t be completely empty handed.
But I know what you mean. This was the Olympics that was going to cement her legacy as the unquestioned greatest gymnast of all time. She would be that even if she retired after Rio, but this was going to be her victory lap:
Third straight team gold for the US, 11 total medals (6 Golds, 5 Silvers) for Team USA, first back-to-back AA Olympic champion since the Soviet era (and only third ever), fifth gymnast to medal at every event in a single Olympics, surpass Comaneci in Olympic medal count, surpass Latynina and Scherbo as the most Int’l decorated gymnast of all time.
That wasn’t a pipe dream; all of that was well within her (and the team’s) capabilities. And still, very easy to understand how those exorbitant expectations and the omnipresent hyperventilating, mouth-frothing media (traditional and social) focus was absolute venom to her mind.
I watched an expose in which Comaneci talked about handling pressure as a 14-year-old in the Olympics. She said “What did I know about pressure? I was just a kid.” But when she returned to the Olympics in Moscow 4 years later, suddenly she was supposed to be “Perfect Nadia,” making her golds on beam and floor, and silvers in team and all-around in Moscow “disappointments.” Proof she’d lost a step, was too old, couldn’t live up to expectations.
Overrated.
And that was 40 years ago, when media consisted exclusively of professional newspapers, radio, and TV, devoid of 24-hour news, “citizen” journalism, and “hot take” culture in which being funny is far more important than being informed.
Michael Jordan said in an interview his career would not have survived the Social Media / Twitter era due to the invasive loss of privacy. Of course in his case, he meant more the scandalous revelations of his character rather than succumbing to the stress of unreasonable pressure, but the point stands.
It should not have taken two 20-year-old superstars in Osaka and Biles taking a step back during the pinnacle of their prowess to stand up for themselves so we could realize dehumanizing athletes and giving every toxic troll a media megaphone is, to put it lightly, unhealthy.