Padrino
All-Star
I just feel sad. Well, maybe not sad. I don't know how I feel. Apathetic I guess. I don't even turn the games on anymore. I don't look forward to them. I don't discuss them with my friends. There is nothing here and it feels empty now and going forward until there is new ownership.
I used to worship this organization even in horrible times. I just don't care now. They need to win me back. At the end of the day I know it's just me, I'm one person who doesn't make a difference to this team. But it just sucks that it no longer brings me joy, just indifference.
Never thought I'd see the day, looking back 25 years ago, that I would prefer the NFL nowadays. This sucks man. Feels like part of my being is just gone. I don't feel proud repping this team. It's not because they suck but because of how dysfunctional and inept it is. I can't attach myself to that so heavily and display it. I even took my kings license plate cover off due to embarrassment of rooting for a team (org) that doesn't give a f about its fans and treats them like permanent cattle that won't leave.
Well people are leaving. And I'm not the only one right now. I'll never root for another team but it's hard to care at all. Whining over.
It's a cycle for many Kings fans. I left for several years after the Cousins trade. It was a paltry return and I'd had enough of the Vivek/Divac partnership. Came back when Monte McNair was hired. Depending on how things go this season, I may disengage from the team again. Something that resembles kick-starting a rebuild by the trade deadline would keep me on board. Something that resembles a pathetic attempt at hanging onto a "win now" strategy would absolutely push me away. It's certainly a miserable start to the season, but it was also extremely predictable. Now what does the Vivek/Perry partnership do about it? There's a way forward that could offer some hope for the future, and we'll see if this franchise can be a long-term thinker for a change.