The above sums up how I felt in the past 48 hours.
I will say, my initial take on the Haliburton trade was a bit hasty. I understood and agreed with the decision that Fox in his prime is ready and thus putting Sabonis next to him is the correct move in terms of leaping from mediocre (which we know all too well) to contending.
I just vehemently disagree with giving up the young guard oozing with potential.
But even in an alternate universe where Pacers actually wanted Fox more than Haliburton, and we managed to put Ty and Sabonis together instead, it'll still arguably take longer for that team to flourish. At the end of the day, McNair is a hired gun with specific tasks and goals, it simply makes more business sense to keep the one who's all but ready to go instead of the alternative where it might take a few years longer, which, to quote Kyle Shanahan, we can't even guarantee that anybody in the world will be alive tomorrow and who knows if McNair would still be with the franchise then to see the seed he planted in that alternate universe.
I was going to quit the team based on the organization not making sane decisions. But ultimately, I just didn't want to follow a losing franchise that isn't capable to correct course. After having seen last night's game, I am not saying I was all wrong yet but I gotta give credit to McNair for at least having the stones to follow through with his plan and making the "win-now" decisions that might not be the most popular, which, also to his credit, he had declared as such from months ago, during our worst period as a team as the rest of the world laughed at him for not choosing to tank.